Google will rule the world

I am 100% freaked out by google.

My husband is making fun of me because I have a blog.

BITE ME!

Freaking out.

I am 100% against c-sections and right now I am getting scared of the possibility of being pushed into one.

My blood pressure has been a bit high the past two weeks (127/80), on top of that I randomly will get floaters in my vision. As of this morning I have not felt right: tired, dizzy and no energy. I called the on call doctor (who isn't mine) and told him of what was going on. He is worried I have preeclampsia. Or at least the first stages of it. 90% of pregnant women that are told they have this get c-sections. I know my doctor will no do that. She would probably induce, so that way I don't start going more down hill.

So now I have to try and stay as calm as possible till my doctor appointment on Monday 8:40 am to see what my doctor says. They had noticed my pressure going up but they generally don't do anything till the bottom number hits 90. But since I am starting to have more issues, that might change their minds.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Processed Foods.

So before I became pregnant I was in the process of giving up all processed foods. Meaning I didn't want my family eating anything not natural. I know this may sound a bit crazy but have you ever looked at the back of the food packages? It is insane how many things they have in there that you can't even pronounce.

We did good for a little bit slowly kicking out all the processed foods in our house and then I became pregnant and for some reason my mind completely skipped what I was trying to do.

Basically what I am going to try and do is make everything that me and my family eat with out over processed products. I am really hoping to stick to it and I think other people should look into this as well.

Not only is it 100% healthier for you in the long run but it keeps all those nasty toxins out of your body. And if you think I am just crazy for thinking of this, just look at the ingredients of your peanut butter. It is a bit disturbing.

I know that this isn't going to be a quick thing in fact, this may take years for me to fully get. But I am going to strive to do with out. This will also mean no fast food.

This web page goes over a lot of different things that go on with foods and our bodies.

http://www.naturalnews.com/processed_foods.html

Why hello there.

I used to be an avid blogger. Well if you can count live-journal blogging. I didn't really use it as a journal like most I used it to speak my mind.

I tried doing journalism in high school but even my teacher said my opinions were too strong at times. So, my apologies to those who may read this. I am very strong minded and I speak what my heart has to say. Sometimes that may lead to trouble but I like to be heard. My mother at one time said I should be a lawyer. But quite frankly I despise most lawyers myself.

I plan on blogging what I feel, like the fact that I am really trying to get my life on track. I have always been a lover of the world around me but it seems like the American culture gets stuck in a rut of making everything "easier".

One thing for instance, babies and breast feeding. It is a proven fact that it is healthier for our children but people time and time again keep pushing manufactured based formula. Saying that it is so much healthier. How can something coming from a factory be healthier than what our own bodies make and used to live off of hundreds of years ago. They didn't have "formula" and some how we are still alive and kickin'.

This may seem like a lame rant but really right now I am fed up of people looking at me twice when I go to the store and buy a nursing bra or tank. Yes I am having another child and plan on breastfeeding AGAIN. Thankfully I have a doctor that is all about breastfeeding since he knows the benefits not only for the baby but for the mother as well.

At first my own mother thought I was a bit crazy for breastfeeding until I told her of just a few facts. And then she seemed to understand the entire thing. Or that was her way of just saying "Your going to do what you want so I am going to go with it". I would like to like she just thought it was better. :)

Now that I have talked way too much I am going to stop. I will probably do this more and more often. I think people need to realize a lot of things that are going on instead of just hiding behind a safe curtain.

Thank you for reading. :)